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Dreams & Visions

2009-09-22T14:22:00.002+08:00

Recently I felt a lift in my life. God has brought me through a journey that I had never even imagine that I am so close to my dreams. 6 months working in RWS, I though I will be limited but really.. I expanded much more than ever. It was the tug in my heart telling me to make things happen all times. haha, that can be my slogan for the rest of my life :)

After being a livefeed OGL, and having meetings and meetings with Yassy & Dawn.. it brought my mindset to a whole new level. I am no longer stuck, but there is so much room to grow the ministry, to allow God mould my character. Livefeed ministry is growing, and I'm loving every bits I am doing. It never stops..

Growing D3 together with Evonne is exciting too. You can say she is one of my best friend, but yet I truly respect her as a leader. Remember the times I still feel so uncomfortable, but God has changed my inside out so much. One thing I love about D3 is.. we live life together. We are finishing our studies soon? People like Josh are driving. I'm "inspired" to drive now. HAHA!

Weirong is in London now. I miss her so much, but seeing how she lugged on her backpag and enter the departure gate bravely.. It made realise that she is doing something that she really wants and now.. with God in her life. I'm really glad. Seeing how she squealed at the National Geographic's cover page on seals, it made almost cry. I don't know how to explain why, but its that kinda heart-warming feeling that my so good ever primary school friend is leaving for 3 years but the story does not end from there.

And lastly during last weekend, Pastor made me realise now I wanted to be on staff one day in church. Haha, Shan Yong thought I was working as a volunteer staff :) The best team to work with is together with Pastors. Last Saturday doing livefeed with Pastor Lia leading the WT, I enjoyed every single shot being produced, every decision made.. Because I have supported Pastors. And this is something that I want to do for the rest of my life!

This is a long entry, but basically it sums up my feeling for this past few months :)

Pre- 10th anniversary

2009-08-28T08:49:00.001+08:00

I have NOT updated my blog for the longest time.
I am so much to say..
haha, church 10th anniversary is here.
So much to prepare, but its gonna be a big BLAST.
bucket of tears.
mans, the church had made it so far..
and im so honoured to take this service.
Everyone will come back. I believe as we walk down the memory lane, the church will only grow strong!!!
Will be back! :)
CYA'LL on SATURDAY 10TH ANNIVERSARY !

Faithfulness

2009-05-12T23:06:00.002+08:00

I'm gonna step outta my comfort zone, my life pace is gonna go faster.
I'm gonna do this with God. Run, keep on running faster and steadily.
Pastor updated his twitter:
Be Faithful to Small things but Focus on Big things - secret to a successful and sane life
Faithfulness. I like this word.
Faith & Success ...

May week

2009-05-10T23:15:00.002+08:00

Breakthrough Breakthrough! :)
Mother's Day services were awesome.
I'm amazed at how things were being done in church, and proud to be part of it.
One day.. my mum's gonna come church and attend the service that I'm directing. WHOO AMEN!
I'm really proud to be in livefeed ministry. It's more than bringing the presence of God down for the congregation, I love putting faith into the crew.
Being in ops team is stressful, but its the power of teamwork that makes everything possible!

And also, I'm 19 this year! Birthday passed really quickly.. Yu Loon was the earliest person to pass me my birthday present. I like wrapped presents. hahaha, no matter what thing it is.
I realised I like birthday messages the best :) Weirong is proud to be the last person to send me an sms at the end of the day! But okie la, this year birthday is simple. I was surprised enough that the CEG wished me happy birthday THROUGH MY GMAIL!!! hahas what else to say?? :)

Well, I love sunday nights. Sitting down and listening to Red Rain songs..
It's such a lovely night :)

Church

2009-05-03T22:51:00.002+08:00

I can't sleep. The buzz is still going around me. Labour Day's 24, weekend services with Pst Lia and Pst Steve Munsey. Anointing of God, love is a decision. I want more of God. Ever since I'm on attachment, I looked forward to every weekend. I'm belonging to a home with the world's most idealistic people. I like it when the congregation together as one, we lifted our hands to praise and worship our God.

I can't describe how I'm exactly feeling now. But I'm overwhelmed by the power of God...

TGIF

2009-04-24T09:22:00.002+08:00

TGIF!
Everyone's talking about it. Thank God It's Friday.
Or izit me that heard it for the first time?
I slept at 2am this morning, and I feel so proud of myself to wake up.
I have completely conquered a week of work!

A few interesting encounters with people..
On Wednesday I had Japanese Class. I asked for a transfer from Monday to Wednesday class..
Apparently I thought I will know nobody in the class.
BUT GUESS WHO I SAW?
Meiyue!!! :)
My secondary 2 partner who had taught me to stack my textbooks high in front of me, enough for me to sleep well without seen. Hahahaha..
I thank God, now I have a great Japanese partner to study with me!

Work's mundane, but church breathes life.
Instead of doing much of archive ystd, I ended up eating KFC with Wendy Lee.
It was a nice chat with her, getting to know more about her life.
She's directing her first praise songs this weekend.
It's so delightful to see somebody who just sits at the MX70 and toggler, despite there are no camera shots to view.
I was once like that? :)
All the best man, Wendy Lee!
Have faith and let's have fun!! :)

Alright, I'm back to work.
Supervisor is not here today.
I'm gonna do my stuffs..
Can't wait to be in church today.
I'm dancing. HAHAHAHA. ohmama, life gets just more interesting...

Excuses

2009-04-22T11:07:00.002+08:00

Now I'm at work, feeling really uncomfortable with my throat.
Since yesterday, it felt like something was being stuck in the middle of it.
And it made me cough like I want to puke everything out..
But warm water helps alot :)

This morning, I was thinking about something that is needed to be done.
And this thought came to my mind, thinking I can't do this and that 'cos of work.
But seriously.. the next thought came to me was ..
Don't use work as an excuse.
It is so true. I realise loving people is a lifestyle, something that comes from within.
People will always be the first priority.

Haha, it is a good thought :)
And I'm back to work!

2009-04-13T23:25:00.002+08:00

Here's one of the video that I have mentioned! :)

a place call home

2009-04-12T01:50:00.002+08:00

Church's a place where I call home :)
Today at Easter hangout, this man walked over to me and Jo and asked...
" Is your church always like that weekly?"
Simply, I smiled and nodded my head. YUP!
What happened before was... the Children Church people were all singing and dancing in the front of the sound console..
I'm gonna load the videos up here and Facebook by tomorrow.
then you will know what I mean :)
Trust me, it is a great heartwarming sight.

2 years in church

2009-04-07T00:27:00.002+08:00

2 years in Heart of God Church. Time really passed fast.
I thank God for putting me here..
Sometimes people just think that Christianity is a just a religion..
It is a relationship with God!
The more they want to say trying to prove you wrong, the more determined I become..
To hold on to God. Because I BELIEVE He is real.
Convictions rooted so strongly. Because I have encounter Him before :)

sick

2009-04-03T14:23:00.002+08:00

I'm sick at home.. And I see it as a blessing :)
Time for me to pack my room, and adminstrate my files..
It's like my laptop crashed and my dear mum did an awesome job to get a new replacement.
Then most prob I may get a Mac by June IT Fair. hee :)
This week has been fun.
Tuesday we had meeting with Pastors, whoa man felt that the whole church is steering towards for something much more exciting to come. the bigger we grow, the tighter we should work together.
Then Wednesday I had dinner with Yu Loon and Weirong. For the first time, I hear Yu Loon laughing out loud. Weirong is so expressive. haha, they are all funny bunch of pple and I love them loads :)
Again, Thursday .. it was archive day! Felt SO satisfied. We made progress.. WHOOOO!!

Today, is a cranky morning. I woke up late for work, didn't know I was feeling sick already.
Had been working at RWS for 1 month. HAHA, who knows I will fall sick on the last day? But I love this morning.. Managed to spend QT with God, and felt so alive once more again!

Yup! I will be back in church in a couple hours time. HEH CYA!!

2009-03-18T20:07:00.003+08:00

I'm LOVING here in church right now.
Live WT prac in audi. WHOO. Lixing's cool. hahas.
Seeing Ziyi and guys playing guitars.
telling everyone how unstable am i.
It's just a funny day :)
I'm "offended", so I'm gonna blog about it.. HAHAHA!
I love church mans! :)
EVERYONE SAYS HI HERE !

RWS

2009-03-14T23:10:00.003+08:00

Saturday comes, and I have worked 5 days at RWS. It can be quite crazy & stressful because of the many things that I did not know. Challenging.. But mans, I'm gonna attack my next week. I will catch up soon :) I love so much so much hanging out in church. Today Resonance was so good, and I simply love the worship songs. tomorrow is gonna be another great day :) I shall truly cherish my weekends...

Let me show you what I've been doing in the week other than work!

Tuesday was the IC graduation. It was a success! :) We have graduated!!! The Zone F people really amazes me... They are so matured in their spiritual life.

Seriously. I never know Ah Cai (the guy at the back)well. But through IC training, know that he is cranky funny sometimes..

This Wei Hong never stops his nonense. Hahahaha...

Then on Thursday... we had the BBQ. Almost everyone came!! The food was fabalous. We just kept eating and eating. Mushroom with cheese, beef with vegetable, oh.. actually Lettuce with sour cream tasted nice.. REALLY!! :)

Just a random shot. GZ and ZX just look so outstanding!!

Pastor How had a great sermon. It was so funny.. I'm gonna blog about the people who offend me mans. HAHAHA!
Then after service.. I went for my uncle's wedding.. I was late, very late. but aiya, its okay :) Again, my favourite cousins :)

I think I dote on Ray( the more on the left) more. heh :)

ALRIGHT! I'm signing off here. I love this apple! HAHA :)
May loves her life !! :)

NEVER be tempted

2009-03-11T23:45:00.001+08:00

Worked in Resort World Sentosa for 3rd time. Very tired today.. But I'm not stopping AT ALL. I will increase my capacity of love for people. For God has chose me, shall place the Spirit of wisdom upon me for His glory to be revealed. 5 months will be easy. Amen :)

Last week of fun

2009-03-05T23:20:00.003+08:00

It's raining and raining. And I love it, 'cos I'm in the shelter!!

Anyway.. I'm loving this last week before I'm going for my attachment at Resort World Sentosa. I think I will upload some of the photos by end of the week. But really, it has been great these few days. Hanged out with the closer people that I knew. My dear CEG & Zone, Yina, Yu Loon, Shuxian, and yea.. with class TR03 & TR04! :)

Hahaha, yea this is really a random post. I wouldn't wanna type everything down here. I'll leave the rest to this weekend. PASTOR JOSH KESLEY IS COMING!! It felt like he only came last month, but actually it was almost a year ago. He's simply amazing. AMAZING!!

Jamie

2009-02-23T00:03:00.002+08:00

I had a great weekend spent. Sometimes it just felt like I was not heading towards my exams. Exam has become such a small issue in my life right now, that I can chuck it away for now :)

I love this week's CEG. I love Pastor's 4th part about roadmap of a Christian journey. I love discipleship class with Jamie. I love my D3 CEG:)

we took 73 photos, these are the few that I really like :)

My favourite day used to be Friday. But now it's Sunday :) 'cos it is the day that after my shower, finishing all the adminstration work.. I just sit and think about how's my week spent!

I'm really happy abt this week. I just wanna type everything out that I have done. But guess..I will be super long winded. hahahaha. Now I wanna PROCLAIM that I'M TOTALLY SOLD OUT FOR JESUS CHRIST!! :) WHOOOO. Love God, love life, love people. That's what I'm gonna continue to do forever man!

Family

2009-02-10T11:27:00.003+08:00

I had a great time spend with my family yesterday. My bro.. hahas seems like for the first time accompany me to Lot One to buy KFC. We went library together too :) HE WAS SO FUNNY. He shared with me with cheesy stories about girls. He was egoistic YET simple-minded at the same time. TSKTSK... HAHAHA! I love it when we always do the same actions together. 'cos we were in the lift on the way back to the house, then this lady laughed in a funny way when she left the lift. STRAIGHT after she stepped out of the lift, both of us mimicked after her. HAHA, the whole lift exploded with our laughters. We laughed even more when seeing each other's reactions. Really... a brother can brighten up your day :)

Then.. I was talking to mum. She quitted her job, and helped out at a florist shop instead. She was very happy because she could do sth she love. I was thinking to help her set up a flower blog shop by her birthday in June. AND SURPRISE HER!!!! :) I know nuts about flowers, but hahaha... I think I can do it :)

And my father has been coming home earlier for past few weeks.. WHOO! All seems good :)

Livefeed reunion

2009-02-02T03:18:00.003+08:00

Livefeed reunion was good :) Really.. We made it happened. Steamboat in church audi. 3 POTS :) Love it when there's unity. The new people always add freshness into the ministry. Livefeed's gonna be a more exciting ministry. It is the many different kind of people that make it unique. I really feel so privileged to be in this ministry! And I know this ministry loves captain ball loads. HAHA!

Ahh, I still don't really want to sleep... Just like the quiet night. I'm loading new songs into my Mp3. Everytime I scrolled down the list, there is always new songs that I thought I had never seen them before. But I find myself always sticking back to Puddle of Mudd & Red Hot Chili Pepper.. HAHA, ohwell..

I think I will not able to make it for tomorrow's lecture :)

Chinese New Year

2009-01-28T12:53:00.002+08:00

So fast the CNY break is over. But it has been the most fun time :) Monday night after visitations, everyone just seems to be in town. Some watching movie, some playing lan. and HAHA, I joined the lan group. Left4dead- You gotta try! We didn't care about the time, it's just playing and playing. The group combination was wierd. 3 Zone F people, 2 D Zone People, 1 Zone E person, and 2 B Zone people. Different zones, yet we are all just happily playing together. That's what I love about our church. We always bridge the gaps.

Evonne and I were pairing up together with Wayne and Nick, the zone F peeps. We are new, and they taught us :) But there is something that Wayne had said. "I've got your back." When I heard it, it was definately more than being team mates in the game.. This Zone F people are really amazing. While playing game with them, their characters in the game and in real life are the same :) Living a others' life ..

There was this whole bunch of us walking together after everyone came together. At least 25 people or so? We walked and laughed. The army guys were singing their army cheers and everything. HAHA :) It just looked so fun. And I just realise how radical we can be. We can be the loudest craziest bunch of people, but we can still be so much radical for God.

But I think this lifestyle of fun can only last awhile :) I'm glad to be back doing my work. I'm glad that there is combined service this Saturday. Well, I really have slacked enough!! It's more than enough :) I'm more than happy to be back in church. HAHA like tonight!!! WHOO:)

And for now, I shall rush my ECD project before golf session. Hmmm... I need much brain juice :)

Spa?

2009-01-22T23:11:00.002+08:00

Anyway, some photos here ...

Went Aramsa spa today with few of the girls. It's a garden spa, a day spa, right in the middle of er.. Bishan Park? I don't know. But it's ticklish having people massaging your abdominal area. I don't think I will really visit spa again. HAHA, not really my thing.. My stomach's feeling a lil queasy now...........

Life has been very slow-paced for this few days. Abit not used to it, but hahas I'd better cherish it.. And ystd was Zone D reunion dinner. It was so fun to see everyone enjoying themselves. I want to get the photos from Josh. Really love his camera. I'm so tempted to get DSLR. When.... hahas, I'm not learning to maximised my compact camera. Tsktsk.

Last night had a talk with Evonne on phone. Beyond speaking faith into people, I wanna bring faith into their hearts :) I've been thinking these few days... About my future, about my vision, my walk with God. Everything else does not matter much first. I shall follow my heart, that still voice within my heart ..

good mood? :)

2009-01-20T14:37:00.002+08:00

Since start of this week, I've been fairly in a very laughable mood. Esp.. Yesterday.. In the morning, I was trying my best not to smile at the smses. Ame called me a nut case! HAHA. I chuckled here and there during my TDM, knowing my dear teacher will not be able to give us a good explaination of whatever is going on through her mind when she does grading. The results are disappointing yet unexplainable.. Aiyo, but I couldn't care less. Keep myself happy :) Then I had my jap speaking test.. When I was practising with Shi Hui, I was laughing all the way at my mistakes. During the test, I was laughing again towards the end because I forgot what to say.

And last night Roy was so funny. He asked which month I was born. After I said, he simply declared everyone to call him JULY TANG. He was just going around disturbing people. Our leaders are just .. hahas fun people :)

Now I'm in tutorial, slacking away. I'm gonna surprise Weirong in town later :) Hehehe.. Later!

Come to the River

2009-01-12T11:55:00.002+08:00

Monday shall be a good day :) I always say otherwise. I felt so refreshed after Pastor's weekend sermon. Roadmap of a Christian journey. Now I know where I stand. It is so cool how God unfolds things part and part. New level of humility, faith. And seriously, I can't wait for the rest of the series to be preached :)

Last 1 week or so was weeks of uncertainity. Had alot thoughts in my mind bugging me. Especially the 3 days of Open House, I was just looking at the people. Wondering at their thoughts, their lifestyles and everything. When I cabbed down to church on Saturday, whooosh! it was that kind of peaceful surge once I stepped into the audi. How much I miss that kind of feeling. Open House was all good, but it felt even better to stand there knowing God's here:)

During discipleship class with Ivan, we had a great worship session. He told me to follow my heart, and listen to the still voice right there. :) It has always been there I realise, and I want to hear It clearer! And God says, " Why don't you just worship Me tonight?" I did, and I think I slept with a smile :) :)

So... A brand new season! Letting God do what it seems good to Him. Faith enables men to be men, God to be God. Walk on water, here I come!

Burn it in

School

2009-01-05T13:56:00.001+08:00

I'm in school now, and .. hahas school does not exactly feel like school anymore. And I still having problem writing Year 2009, always writing it as Year 2009. ohwell :) Crap, I just choked on my own saliva. I drooled on the train yesterday. HAH, unglam moments. I'm just writing my thoughts all over the place. I've Jap class later, after this dance rehearsal meant for open house. I'm dancing Thai and Malay dance. It's just so funny and fun.

I felt satisfied today because I managed to finish my HBM report :) No stress. Sleep is always the best remedy. And I shall attack my other undone school work and tests. Because holiday is coming soon!! :) HAHA. soon soon soooooooooooooon! before I start working, But whoo, I prayed that God shall bless me with a great job. Heh, so good that I can still be flexible enough to go back church :)

Alright, I think I'm done here. Whoo, later!

Ethos

New yr 2008

2009-01-01T05:15:00.002+08:00

Here at 515am typing this post. I'm dead tired, but just hanging on for my hair to dry.. 2008 has passed, and happily embraced 2009. 2008 has been a wow year. So so so many things happen, and I'm thankful to God for where I am today.

When everyone was partying in church, I was just going around taking footages with the camcorder. I love the smiles, the joy. I love sitting back at the media area. It is just so quiet there yet you can see everyone, what they are doing and exactly. Immediately I see a picture of home.. Somewhere you know when you popped in, you are welcomed. The feeling has always been the same as each time I sit behind at the media area :) Guess thats wad kept me going in livefeed too. It captures unforgettable moments. Just like I always remember. World through God's eyes :)

I know 2009 is a gonna be a year of acceleration. And I shall start writing down my dreams and visions. so much so much.. Yep, whoo! I'm off!

Finally updating

2008-12-29T01:36:00.003+08:00

HAHA! I've finally found that feeling to update :)

Let me think.. it was just outings and church having hang out sessions everytime. Loads of photos, but hahas.. shall upload some only ...

Mrs Teo invited us to her house for X'mas celebration! Vance looks funny, and Shaun supposingly .. has his face pretty red from the wine. Good blood circulation? hah.

And i'm crazy over her dog-Candy :) I want a dogggg!!

Then we went East Coast Park for Zone outing. It's like more than 50 bikes rented out for us. Josh took alot of photos while riding the bike. He's always good at it.

Dominic :) He wrote X'mas cards for us, even he was so tired already. He is just an awesome leader ! :)

Ranford! He is coming my house to find my bro tomorrow!

Then it was livefeed outing at Sentosa. The sun was so good, and hah! I got totally sunburnt. For the first time, I know what it meant to be tortured by bag straps.

This is wad you do on sand when you're bored.

we just love dogs! :)

Weiliang at the back, HAHA super extra?!!

Try again :)

Then it was X'mas eve. HAHA, Trixia and Weirong can really be good friends!

This year Santas' not CEO, but JACKY! And Ernest misses him. HAHA, joker.

A short summary of what happened during this period of time. Soon I'm gonna be back rushing projects, tests and everything. URGH. Tell myself," Can one!" :) Anyway.. recently have been going home with Lek Fong and gang. It's quite amusing to guess each other's crush. And I can't believe this conversation can last us the whole trip home. I still find it amusing :) Hmm...

Show me what you have got

2008-12-15T14:35:00.002+08:00

It's been a crazy weekend. Exams ended, and I can't care less anymore. Let me ENJOY first. Maybe a few more days more. Yesterday Irene asked me whether I've checked my email. Yes, I did. HAHA, but I sorta glance through things that I don't want to do first. No school work first please!! :)

Yesterday was totally fun. Pastors were just sitting in the audi together with the rest of the people and watching all the performances. Show me what you got! Tell you, the people are amazing. They can play yoyo, light sticks, dance, sing and everything. And I didn't know making funny burping sounds and push ups can be talents. HAHAHA :) Oh yes, yesterday it was Flashback 80s and 90s. Some of us were just dancing to the songs by Michael Jackson. And.. Koon Yew was dancing disco with somebody from the adults. The best part is when the two kids came and slide in on their knees. They started to do their own dance. They are just only 7 or 8 years old?! Trust me, this weekend was one of the best weekend.

And of course D3 had their crazy stunts again. This time round, we tried jumping shots. And it looked awesome :)

Cedric wins. Tsk :)

Discipleship class

2008-11-28T01:25:00.002+08:00

Today discipleship class was great :) It helped me to piece things together, and start to see everything much more clearer. Recently especially on Monday, I was just overwhelmed by the many things. Do you ever get that kind of feeling the more you want to runaway, the more things are being thrown at you? Yea, but Charleston is right. Challenges are good. Trials are meant to strengthen your faith :) Faith shall releases the power of God.

Last night, I was reading Isaiah 41: 13- For I, the Lord of God, will hold your right hand, Saying to you, "Fear not, I will help You." The verse brought so much assurance into my heart. Of course it is not for me to lay back and just wait God to pour down His miracles. But He said santify ourselves, and He shall work wonders in our lives.

And I see this season as God wanting to expand my capacity and mind. To see things beyond what it seem to be-the spiritual world. Whenever there is breakthrough, there will be oppression. And I just want to use that stubborness within me to fight them!

Well, it is just last 5 weeks of 2008. I will say it has been a great year so far, but the best has not yet to come. Because I'm going to live these last 5 weeks to the fullest! It's gonna the blast of the year. HAHA :) Life is never smooth, but life is still good with God around.

What's your passion in life?

feeling alive

2008-11-25T19:37:00.007+08:00

I don't know, but I feel very alive today. There is this buzz that is going within me. Next Friday is my first common test paper, but HAHA! I think about it.. I shouldn't fret, the more I shouldn't panic. Because God is doing this with me too!

I was just looking through the photos just now. And want to post them all here! They were from Strike It event! I used to love soccer. OHWELL, I don't understand it now.

Cedric just looks different. HAHA! :)

This is Joanna! We have been friends for quite a long time :) And as I read her blog about us growing independent in church, I totally agree!

This is Benny. He is only 13, but his heart is bigger than many of us :) He always bring laughter to me. Ohman, everyone gotta to meet him!

And of course.. the best for the last :) These two pple ah.. They have a common point.

They love drawing stick man. HAHA! :) Tell me, which one is nicer? :)

I love these photos! :) And I will take more and more!! This weekend is TGIO! Guess what it is? Thank God It's Over. We are gonna have CS competition in church! Many people are partying over their end of exams. Ah nvms! :) Poly people are always special. HAHA! We shall just play! I shall learn :)

Favour with men

Asia Conference

2008-11-24T02:25:00.002+08:00

Asia Conference was awesome, such a blast. And I've learnt and seen many things. But that one thing really urged my heart was as Heart of God Church grows bigger, we really gotta become smaller in the inside. That our culture never get diluted. We shall always have generations after generations coming up, rising up. We will never lose our homely, feeling so connected CGs and zone. I believe we will grow to thousands, just like City Harvest. But I pray that by then we still know each other well, always looking out for each other's back.

And Christian City Church ( C3) worship team came our church, A.R Bernard's son came our church. It felt like so many doors of opportunities are opened for us. It is so exciting. A world class church :) It is not hard, it is easy :) People may be skeptical about it. But yes, just come and see.. You'll know. Heart of God church is very unique.

It has been a hectic week, physically tired. But it gave me a warm feeling that I'm not alone in this race. As we went home from Expo just now, the whole group of us simply slept so soundly on the train. We may be drained out, but happy that we gave our 100% in serving. Really :)

Laptop crash

2008-11-15T02:13:00.002+08:00

Here I am blogging with a spoilt laptop. Apparently the graphics card got some problem. I'm not gonna get frustrated that it is gonna crash, but I shall believe and 4D that good things are coming on its way. It's all possible! I went through a problematic evening, and ohwell.. Am I just gonna vex over such small things like not enough money and laptop going haywire? Nope! :) I'm going to sleep well. And well, maybe my laptop will be fine the next day. Or better.. I may get a new laptop? I just got a new bag, so.. why not? :)

Everyday's a good day :) Amen.

Power pack week

2008-11-10T00:36:00.004+08:00

WHOO! Power-packed week is OVER! :) Pastor Kong is happy, new friends are happy. WE are HAPPY too! :) Here's some photos! They are really nice :)

This is taken with my pastor! Pastor How:) Without him, there will not be hoGc. That thought is so dreadful. yike.

This is with Lynette! Her black jacket is really nice :) The photo is abit blur though.

HAHAHAHAHA! This is the ultimate. Guess what are we doing? Ask me, and I will tell you the joke! :):)

It's easy

Mark of D3 growth

2008-11-08T01:47:00.003+08:00

I should be sleeping now, but yea.. just a little more. I need to blog this entry! HAHA, I'm smiling. and I felt that God's smiling too :) Nick Vujicic and Pastor Kong's service was pretty good so far. Many many people came to our church, and I believed they love it and are being minstered by God.

Yina, Shuxian and Hanxiang came for Nick Vujicic service. Yina and Shuxian came again this today. Wow, and I'm glad they love it :) As they commented how friendly and natural the people are, it made me realise it was the people that attracted me to stay in church in the first place. That was how I also learnt to walk with God too, because anything can fade away except God :)

Alright, I'm off to sleep now. Shall catch up with my work. I told Yina that I will be on time for school next week onwards :) hahas, cos I'm always late. tsktsk.

Awesome service

2008-11-05T01:52:00.003+08:00

It was just awesome today. Nick Vujicic's faith was so strong, that he simply threw it out all for the congregration. He never detest for his body-no limbs. He does not fear. NOT AT ALL! When I gave him a hug, I was so happy! :) Because really.. his life testimony had changed the lives of many pple. MANY MANY people stood up, saying they want to believe in Christ, want to renew their relationship with God.

Mans, people. I got to tell you. If you think you've a miserable life, look at Nick Vujicic! Trust me, you'll feel super guilty. I've seen so many pple seeking for peace in their hearts, always trying to be sombody to convince the people around them. So many many, and I was once those people too. Yea, it was really tiring to put on a facade. But Nick Vujicic says-why care about what other people do and say? Stop caring, just look to God. He sees and loves for who you are.

Christ is such a powerful thing. I don't know how to explain till you see and experience it yourself. I experience it before, and I know how it feels like to be in the past and present now. Hahahas, I'm happy for where I am now :) And I will NEVER want to go back to the past!

NICK VUJICIC ii

2008-11-04T15:34:00.002+08:00

Now I can visualise that Nick Vujicic is most probably talking to Pastor How and Pastor Lia? Perhaps on the way to church from NP? And I know I'm less than 5 hours to seeing this man of God face to face. Less than 5 hours serving in livefeed. Less than 5 hours making HISTORY!! :)

It's gonna be a blast. It's gonna be all good. Because his story is going to bring hope to many people. MANY. I'm talking about at least 1400 people! I'm gonna be SO sure that whoever is going is going to be so impacted by this man. They are going to love the whole thing. Their perspective of thinking abt their lives will be a 360 degree change. Yes, I can't wait to go. I can't wait to chiong out of class now. HAHAH! Rain as big it can, butI believe the ushers are going to do a great job cos nobody's gonna get wet :)

NICK VUJICIC

2008-10-31T02:17:00.002+08:00

AHHH IM SUPER DUPER EXCITED. Not only Nick Vujicic is coming to my church, he is COMING TO MY SCHOOL YO!!! Just exactly on Tuesday and Wednesday after powerhouse, he is going to NP for some youth leaders talk. IT JUST SO AWESOME. I'm one step closer to this man of God before I see him in church.

Ohmans, this man is amazing. He has NO limbs. Trust me, he is living his life all just like us, or even better! God has transformed his life! :) I have not heard his testimony. But his videos are enough to blow me off! It's just too unbelievable. You gotta watch it!! :)

WOW right?! I'm definately not going to miss his service on this coming tuesday and wednesday. I'm gonna rush down to church after school mans! :) Ohmans, everyone must go for this! It's just too amazing!!! :))

Tourism Law

2008-10-24T12:30:00.005+08:00

Ohman, Tourism Law is such a headache. Lecture supposed to end around 1pm, but there are 30 plus more slides to go. YUCK! It's just too theory. Well, I had a crappy morning. It was raining, and mum just kept shouting at me to wake up like every 5 mins. 2 weeks in school, but I'm still all over the place. Thank God that Monday is a holiday. I seriously need to live my life right! Planning need to be done.

1) I need to wake up on time
2) I need to sleep earlier
3) I need to do my work faster
4) I need to think faster

And more imptly, spend more time with God! Things cannot continue to be like that.. I need to call my mum. I know, she's totally pissed with me. Ah, I don't want to get into trouble man.

Alright, back to lecture... Somehow I hate the weather, it makes me sleepy. LOL.

start of school

2008-10-22T10:12:00.003+08:00

I'm in some lecture, the teacher has funny slang. And it's all about erm, enterprise/innovation? HAHA! I've been trying to tell myself to update and here it is!

Last week, we had this SPM project. Basically TR04 was doing on spa. It was fun, eating and drinking while teaching the students. And I was totally into taking macro shots. Here are a few! They look superb :)

and a few people photos! :)

That's my last project working with TR04. Now I'm in TR03. Things are pretty fine now :) Just need some time to get used to it. After all, 1.5 years in TR04 just makes you feel so much in comfort zone. Hahas, and its funny that 04 people will ask me how's 03 and o3 people will ask me whether I'm used to them or not. Yea, it's all good I guess :) Everyone's nice.

I'm starting to get used of school timings. Really eager of what is coming up next, especially Nick Vujicic and Pastor Kong is coming. And yes! Pastor Aries. Then there is Asia Conference. WHOOOO! Sometimes people see me being so busy for church, but hahas, they failed to see how fun and purposeful it is! :) Recently being on livefeed more often, and I felt more closer to God especially when I'm directing the service. Truly enjoying it. I gave the team one challenge- To do something that they have never done before during their livefeed duty. As for me last sunday, I never direct a service till the extend that I'm really feeling God is doing this with me :) HAHA, I love that feeling..

dews of Hermon

school starts

2008-10-15T01:43:00.003+08:00

School has officially started. And I've never felt so slack before. First day of school, I overslept and missed my lecture. And I went for Jap class, trying to recall what the teacher had taught last semester. Tomorrow is our project "presentation". We gotta reach school at 8am. Hmm anyway, I actually wanted to upload some videos. But I guess perhaps about 2 weeks later when Kenneth had passed us all the photos, I will upload everything together.

Last week was a blast. We had two days of church hangout. This is one of the funny video that I took. Alton is MAD. More updates to come next time :)

livefeed

2008-10-09T02:26:00.003+08:00

Aljunied steamboat area is one of the most dirty area I have eaten at. But :) I trust my strong stomach.

Other than the eating and fellowship, I got to know my team mates' dreams better. Livefeed is moving, is growing and we are going to accelerate. I'm so thrilled, happy. New D1s/D2s are rising. I see passion/enthusiasm rising out within the people. I see genuine teamwork. I see the hunger in the new crew who craves to learn. If a 12 years old girl can serve God during her PSLE exam period, what about the rest of us? I see no problem about it.

People cannot see many things. But in the spiritual realm, things are moving. We shall be the dews of Hermon that descend upon the mountains of Zion. Unity shall strengthen, and one day we will become like usher ministry :)

Soon to come ... And I'm seeing in the 4th dimension.. NOW...

Dreadful?

2008-10-07T00:06:00.003+08:00

I've spent my afternoon packing my room, doing up a new blog skin, and hahas watch hot shot! Just I was planning my workplan, I saw monday ( 13th Oct 08), dreadfulness filled my heart. Don't really feel like going back to school!

Anyway wanna post some photos. Last week spend some time doing project with the class.

There were just too many NGs in the video. But what made me luff my head off is ZHE SONG! because .. we have to teach him how to shake his leg naturally. Ohmans.

They are trying to learn how girls always take their photos. They are super jokers!

Here are some photos of my uncle's wedding dinner.
Basically it's my cousin only. Ray! :) His bro-Don is too naughty running around.

Then Sunday we have a short farewell celebration for Calvin-CEO. He's going in army. While we are waiting for Sooyee, we took the time to take photo! :)

Then we had a hug line. Everyone took turns to hug him. But the funny thing is Hongkai. The photo explains everything!

It seemed like a torture instead.HAHA! :)

Ivan said that everyone should go army because it makes you grow closer to God. THAT close :)It's heartwarming to hear that. Our church guys are just so different.

Alright, I'm hereby to end this post. The new songs I posted on my blog are really nice :)

Dreaming?

2008-09-29T19:31:00.003+08:00

Last week was a total blast. Now I felt I was dreaming.. It was so fun with all those F1 events. Popcorns, Tamiya cars and GUITAR HERO! Now I know keyboardist like our leaders-Fifi and Dom totally rock in playing them. I totally like the feeling sitting on the audi floor, watching at the 3 BIG projector screens. Sat's F1 was boring of cos. HAHA, I'm not really into cars anyway.

But I guess the best part is SUNDAY! I know being in Ops team, people like us are totally nocturnal. 830am may be a super duper challenge but I'm glad I've came for the prayer meeting. Then it was CEG. It was like a full pack morning being in God's presence. And I hear Him clearly, I know His words more. And ... My spirit grow strong. When Lynette asks me how many people I want to see in my CG, how many leaders I want to see, my spirit shouts aloud. I had never felt like it before. It was just so powerful that God glorifies you back when You glorify Him back.

Frankly speaking, I never work during the holidays. Yes, I have cash flow problems. But who cares now? My hp has half spoilt, but I'm getting one soon. And replacing a new better plan by Nov ends. God is a good God. Trust me, He does more than this :)

When I got home last night, I was totally wiped out. After shower, I sat on my bed strumming the guitar. I could feel God in the room with me. And I fell asleep! It sounds silly, but I love that feeling :)

Elevate

Home alone

2008-09-23T14:02:00.002+08:00

Now.. I'm home alone. And the feeling is nice :) This week is gonna accelerate again. Really, 1.5 mths of holiday is JUST too short! Alright, I'm just lazy to continue now. I shall make Sooyee's bd present now! :)

crippled

2008-09-18T00:13:00.003+08:00

Today's a weird up and down day. I fell along the road today for no reason! Luckily there are no cars, I would have die. But now I'm crippling madly. My right foot and left knee hurt like mad. TELL me how to take a proper shower?!

Before we met Lynette, we saw a total crazy accident. This young lad pushed this old man to the floor. We saw BLOOD! The old man lied flat on the ground for 10 seconds. It was really loud when he plopped on the ground. I guess it was the old man who get drunk occasionally accidentally touched the gf, so that guy just get back at him. It was horrible thing. Pan was still fast to call ambulance. I was just thinking, even I was once a SJ member,now.. I would not know what to do.

Den brunch with Lynette was great. Yummy. Yishun has alot of good food and many of the leaders stayed around the area. It sounded so fun when Roy called Wei Jie to accompany him for dinner/supper at 2am! HAHA! :) Den we girls started talking about Taiwan drama series like Fated to Love You and HOT SHOT! I guess it is the next HOT thing you need to watch!

Here comes the highlight of the day. I'm in TR03 now. Usually I've the fear gripped in my heart when I thought I could not make it to TR04. I don't know how to describe this feeling. But most prob it will not be such a bad thing to be in a new class :) I'm out of my comfort zone. Time to grow- " You have lacked nothing, for God has been with You" :)

Then Carlo and Jo came my house. We ate alot stuffs and watch DVDs. Watching horror films with Carlo is interesting. We make fun of every single thing! Then Jo got too excited, and broke a cup. I totally laughed it off. And my mum cooked fabulous meatballs. YEESIONG! U miss this chance!

Hmm, now I'm talking to my mum. I shall sleep with her tonight. Dad's not around, is in Taiwan. Alright, I'm off! What a day, but HECK :)

purpose

5 days

2008-09-15T00:33:00.004+08:00

PROOF! A week has passed, and I'm getting my results back in less than 12 hours time. For a moment, I've forgotten about it. I wished it remained that way. HAHA!

I shall recall what I've done. On Monday, I went out with Yu Loon! Just simply chilling out with her. I like simple moments :)

I got fascinated by this! It's ice lemon tea using macro mode. This is the power of my camera :)
After hanging out with her, I went for BMI. Totally got pranked by Noel Ongah Dickson. TSK. But BMI was fun. It was all wet and everything.

Then on Wednesday, we went Sentosa! All of us love the sky, ESP JINGFEN! Some of these photos are taken by her and Hong Kai. MANY MANY shots, thus I picked a few out!

It's just all messy :) And many people are sunburnt.

One such example. That's my skin colour against Wei Hong! My goodness. I "ouch" for him.

Soon.. Wednesday went by. I cannot remember what I did on Thursday. Ohyea, I went for a job briefing with Bridget and friends. I've a job :) Then we had CEG in evening. We made a board for Evonne, but ah! she found out about it soon before. I AM MISSING HER! SHE WENT FRANCE ON FRIDAY :( Everyone misses her!

Friday passed by fast too. I'm loving the cables and connections. New things excite me. But the best part is the weekend when we have H.E Zanele Makina. She shared her respect for Nelson Mandela. It was all cool. We have the South African Ambassador in our church! She showed the whole church another level of leadership. To be humble, not to see yourself but OTHER leaders! Then today Pastor How talked about glory of virginity. Sex is the word. It was funny when everyone seemed abit embarrassed about it initially. But .. trust me the sermon was totally good. I'm loving the bible because it showed us all answers to life :)

Now is Monday! Ivan is going to book into army soon. Kinnon just book in on Wed. Army is just so popular in hoGc. I was just talking to Joanna. The next thing we knew is .. ZX, Josh, YS going in and proof! Soon.. it will be Cedric and my bro. HAHA! I thank God I'm a girl:)

Just felt lke this week was a "leaving" week. I don't know. Evonne left for France. My dad is leaving in the morning to Taiwan. People are just booking into army here and there. HAHA! I'm fine with staying in church though. Alright! I'm off. The music now on radio is really very nice:)

One

presence of God

2008-09-07T01:12:00.002+08:00

God is a faithful God, who never fails to deliver me out of any situations. It happens today again :)

Well, my parents are not Christians. In fact, my father's family is very traditional. We grew up offering incense to idols, whatever so. But I never understand why we did it, and I never like the images on the temple walls. Sometimes I will think God sound more peaceful, and I so-called choose to believe in Him when I was much younger in primary school.

I stopped going to temples during days like Vesak Day. I stopped having my shirt chomped with some "stamp". Cos I do not believe in such things, I started to dislike it. Because it always creep me out. When I truly know God is real, I wanted to give my life to Him. The devil made attempt to scare me away. But really, I hug the bible to sleep. The more he wants to attack, the more I want to run to God.

The true testing came when I need to face my family's tradition. I felt so guilty for the first time, when I joined in my grandfather's funeral. Then in Jan, I totally rejected joining in the ceremonies. No means NO. As I grow in God, I learn that it is NOT about not respecting your elders, but rather.. obeying God's commandment. He is my Lord. He is the ONLY God I worship, the only God I have in my life. I will NOT have other gods before Him. Sometimes I ask myself.. Why go through the troubles? With my relatives and even my dad giving us that "face".

Today.. I found out my answers. not only nobody commented about me and my brother not involving in offering incense, but I got the chance to tell my younger cousins about Christianity. They thought it was impossible to be a Christian if their parents are not. C'mon! WHY NOT?!And I'm ever more certain I'm gonna fight all these, as long it takes. This is a generation curse I must break. I stepped into the temple today, and felt no God's presence in the place. But as I began to seek, God was dwelling in my heart. And when I stepped into church, God's presence is everywhere. In fact, He inhabits the place. I could feel the peace. Call me silly, call me crazy.. God is really real..

I know one day my family will be saved, praising God together with me. Cos God never forgets His promises :)

crappy html

2008-09-02T02:44:00.002+08:00

I'm still bad at html. I spend alot time meddling with the whole blog, and its a only a slight problem. Thus, it actually can takes 30 secs to solve it. I totally wasted 43mins. TSK. I shall blog my entries when I'm back from chalet. BYE! :)

Jasmine

2008-08-29T01:46:00.003+08:00

We celebrated Jasmine's bd today. She's so cute. Just love to see that surprise smile on her face. HAHA! Had a great time eating steamboat. It may be unhealthy, but hahas.. I think we are all pretty full :) It was all good. It felt ages since we did such things.

Anyway! People, you gotta visit Daiso. It's such an awesome place. I totally love it after going to IMM's with Yu Loon. Alright, this is a short post.. I'm off! Can't wait for tomorrow. Time just pass fast enuff :)

Obedience

Why not?

2008-08-25T02:47:00.002+08:00

I'm tired now, but.. my hair is still wet. So I've decided to stay awake just for a moment. BECAUSE .. tml's no school. HAHA, I've finished my semester!! Break for awhile. Well, today we celebrated Pastor How's bd. Everything was just so funny. And I realise hoGc has so many creative people. We are still very cheeky people! :) And I simply love it, the feeling is you just can't keep smiling. Like you know where you belong..

This weekend ... Pastor had preached about leadership. Self leadership in fact. I shall start cancelling the words, " Cannot, impossible and difficult" in my life dictionary. Why not? What if? Anything is possible! What if my whole family is saved? :) It's possible. I'm smiling at the thought of it. Just have to try for everything. There are so many times we may think aiya, cannot! But we will not know till we try RIGHT?! Nothing is ever too hard. Why be scared?! Step by step of faith, your boldness increase. I feel my faith rising. Really :) Just a little more in everything I do. CAN!! :)) With God with me, whom shall I fear?!

stretch

2008-08-23T03:33:00.008+08:00

Just a 5 mins post will do. I know its super super super late. I shall be awake tomorrow! HAHA:)

My eyes are trying to shut down. Esp.. the right one. It felt swollen since morning. I came out with a conclusion. The more you sleep, the more tired you will feel. I slept like more than 7 hours yesterday yet ... ohwell. It does not help sometimes.

Well, exams are finally over. I think I'm able to have alot free time. Thank God today I was able to do my ATRM paper. Really, for the first time.. I can balance my accounting stuffs. Was rushing to church for Pastor How's bd run through after the paper. I can't help but smiling that Paya Lebar station is reaching. It is just like when our church army people going to church first time after they book out. For me, I shall step church straight after my exams had ended :)

I can't wait to plan out my schedule nxt week! I know I'm going to have a sushi buffet with Yu Loon. Yea, I'm excited, and hopefully she's excited. HAHA :) I'm famished, 'cos did not have dinner today. But I love my DEAR MUM who bought back satay. That satisfied me :)

Now.. I'm going to sleep PEACEFULLY. No exams, no projects. Good night, eh ..Good morning? :)

Shepherd

staying over

2008-08-19T23:18:00.003+08:00

I'm gonna stayover in church tonight. The church smells good. I had a great time enjoying GXT video filming. Pastor How's gonna have a great laugh on this Sun. Now.. Joanna's studying her cheem notes beside me. 10 chaps to go! For me, I'm struggling with my ATRM paper. My gosh, the exams paper are hard. I hope tomorrow consultation will do me good.

The guys are playing guitar now. I'm feeling hungry. My thoughts are just random, all over the place. Mans, ALRIGHT. I'm off to continue my ATRM:)

satisfied

2008-08-18T10:02:00.005+08:00

1004am. Is this consider early? HAHAHA, Pastor Lia said.. we youth are all nocturnal people. Yea totally agree! Services were great. Pastor How injured his ankle on Tue, yet he is still preaching on the pulpit during the weekends. With Pastor Lia leading the worship team, wow.. Annointing just flow. I love my pastors so much! No matter what comes in their way, they take it and go. They will never let bad things affect them easily at all! I believed that Pastor How's ankle is gonna heal faster than 6 weeks!

And well, it has been a year since we came to Singpost building! I still remember that time helping to move the things from FTMS. Brian cheang shoot my hair rubberband into the lift, and it dropped into the hole. Everyone was drawing their names on the wall that was gonna be teared down. Elgin got sick that day so I replaced him and went Singpost with Miaow Guan.

That was the moment I realised my laptop was spoilt. Some battery's problem. But that did not stop me. I don't know much people then, and I got to know Agnetta who happened to know Jem too! The guys made both of us girls to carried two big tables into the lift to 12th floor. It was all super tiring to carry all those furnitures and stuff. And I remembered taking almost the last train home. I sat on the train feeling sore but somehow.. there is this satisfied feeling. Like it's my new home, and I'm proud of it.

That was one year ago. Now hoGc is growing.. 1000 people, going to 1400, 3000. We are expanding to greater heights. It's only about the numbers, but these people shall noe God personally in their lives. People do come and go, but I realise actually many people stayed :) Though I don't know what's exactly coming up for us, Pastor Lia said the future is being built today. HAHA, I shall see a great future :)

This is my church :) Beautiful, isn't it?

once a stranger in Egypt

Love my room!

2008-08-14T22:08:00.003+08:00

Now is the moment to study hard for exams. And I felt that today was a fruitful day. I revised ATRM, and .. this is the best! I packed my table. HAHAHA, mum was saying that she finally can see my table. It had been super messy. Yesterday I read Jianming's blog, and got blown off by his neat table. So I did a big clear up today. Now I've a whiteboard in front of me. I'm loving it :) And I killed a mini coachroach. I WILL NOT ALLOW A SINGLE INSECT IN MY ROOM!

I wanted to post this photo ages ago. Yea, finally.. Yesterday had our ATRM revision lecture, and it was all good. HAHA, I tried to keep myself awake. Before that, I went to church for powerhouse prayer meeting. It was really my first time going church so early. Showering in the morning is BRRrrrr COLD!

Nevertheless, its always the best to be back into God's presence. I remember the times when it was all a bad morning, just by stepping into the church.. MANS! I don't know how to describe.. but I'm addicted to God :) One day, my friends shall be addicted to God too! HAHAH! :)

LAST PROJECT

2008-08-11T02:23:00.004+08:00

yea, im feeling a lil sleepy. BUT LAST PROJECT TO GO. LAST LAST LAST. yes yes, im so glad :) There is always this grp of people like Jem, Bridget, Yuxue, Rachel who are always here to help. we can finish!

We can do all things through Christ that strengthens us:)

July babies

2008-07-31T23:00:00.002+08:00

Today's the last day of July! Super loads of July babies. HAHA, my objective today is to list the few important pple here! :)

1) Evonne :)

I have known her since end of Sec 1. She is the first person to give me "me to you" bear. For these years, she had been my best confidant. If I'm to list down everything about her, it is too much to be said! I still keep every single letter and email that she had sent me. Both of us in the house of God, loving the things we do now. She was the one who led me to Christ. If it wasn't for her, hahas.. I wonder how I will be like now? I cannot imagine!

2) Amelia :)

I got to know her in last year Sep! Beyond her loudness, she shows her convictions right in her eyes. I seen the way she do things for her ministry, even studies. Just felt like her motto is "Just do it!" Hahas, she inspires me on that! She also gives me a very "mummy" feeling, 'cos she truly cares for everyone to the extend of smallest things.

3) Pansiri :)

I don't know but I will like to define her as "cool". HAHA! I still remember I can't pronouce her name properly when I first met her. If it's not for her that prayed so hard for us to come to heart of God church, things will not be like now. Having great pastors and leaders over our lives, loving God and everything else. With Pan around, things will always brighten up!

4) Guoping :)

Uncle Guoping! He looks great smiling yea? There's always something more about this guy, something in depth. If you need awesome music, he is the man! He is a drummer now, and he shall be a great drummer. I love to talk to him about music. He just made everything more exciting.

5) Samantha :)

This is one of her fav pose. HAHA! If you think she is those kind of dainty girl, you're wrong. She was once in sailing! She is quite a simple girl in heart. And she put friendship in higher priority. I think we're able to break the "May" curse. YAY!

6) Siokmei :)

She win already! I think this is the ultimate July baby, 'cos she secretly reads her own birthday card and pass it to people to write first before we give it to her. tsktsk. I'm sure we are going to work together more often! Director 1s! :) Let's not be nervous. HAHA!

Today God dropped something in my heart. "Do not look at things which the people had done, but love them for who they are." Many things I find myself judging people at what they had done. Yea, I need to learn this! Love is always the greatest thing :)

11 more minutes to midnight. Less than 10 hours to reaching Bugis Intercontinental Hotel. And it's less than 20 hours to FOP. Mans, I miss God :)

Cherish

this girl.

2008-07-28T01:11:00.002+08:00

Hi, meet Lisa! :)
she's super sweet. I met her today and she gave a hug when Minting asked her to.
HAHA, she said she can carry me and really.. she almost lifted me abit.
Really, I fell in love with her
This kid has such a loving heart, such a sweet spirit.
I want to see her soon in church again :)

what a day

2008-07-26T01:48:00.004+08:00

This is a day that everything just happens. I'm starting to feel my body shutting down. Wait a moment till I finish this entry! This morning was really crappy. It is those kind of feeling that you may have gotten up at the wrong side of the bed, and everything just seems to go wrong. I woke up late. I waited 15-20mins for the bus. I was late for consultation with teacher. I did not manage to absorb what she is trying to say. I complained half a day about her. HAHA.

This is just the beginning. After feeling demoralised, I was late 1 hour to meet my project mates. Then we realised the school printer got prob. We were late for 30mins. The teacher did not allow us to talk, so yea I did my script. That was so last min. TSK. The projector adapter got HUGE prob, so we did not manage to show the slides most of the time.

At 5pm, reached church with Yeesiong and talked to Minting. Had CG at 6pm. It was fun. As I talk about my parents, I realised I want to love them more! :) After CG, helped to record some bd msges for GP. Then rushed to Clarke Quay to have dinner with Jem before starting projects. REALLY... music, smoke, people, whatever you name it. Interesting but no thanks, I.. just want to flop into a couch. Just like Mel says.. We can lay a bed and sleep right there.

Went home at 10plus. Shower, TV/eat and spending time with God. And ehs, I think I swallowed some part of my braces. Ah, my dentist will sure nag. Sorry, I just love food :) I had sent my crew plan to Sooyee. Ah, I almost typed Lynette. HAHA :) Now I'm rushing to finish this entry. 'cos I'm really tired. 3 hours of sleep only, I'm surprised I'm still kicking. TR04 is the most hardworking class I supposed. I see so many "dead faces" this morning. Aud slept like 530am? She did not sleep, she took a nap.

Whoa, I thank God that 1 project is DOWN. Today's actually not such a bad day. HAHA, I need to recharge. Like right now... Bed, here I come. Studies, tomorrow I shall meet you for 3 hours :)

tired u noe.

2008-07-24T15:10:00.002+08:00

Before Jem comes, I wanna make a quick entry. I can't wait for PMKT to finish by tml, 'cos it means one project down. I don't want to see how many days I have left to study. But hey! Study rule is helpful! :)

It looks like it's going to rain, but I'm going church soon. I miss it badly. Recently there are some issues that are bothering me, and I kept seeking God about it. It has been tiring about it, need a breather for just awhile. WUN GIVE UP THOUGH! :) I will keep praying!

alright, Jem's here. Later!

weekend with thanksgiving.

2008-07-20T23:44:00.006+08:00

Somehow I love Sundays. It was peaceful. And I enjoyed the crabs that my dad had cooked. :) :) :) MY DAD'S CRAB! :):)

When it comes to food, I'm all for it.
Let me show you something.

Food from Central shopping:

Food from Bedok Market:

All looks good right? HAHAHA :) I'm just so crazy about food.

Anyway, it was Pan's birthday today! :):)
Well, if it isn't for her, I guess Evonne, Jo and I will not be in hoGc! :)

Junjie is so .. SUCH A JOKER!

the whole celebration was .. hahas, Brother Sky's funny..

two cakes are alot... these photos look good. Guess who's the photographer?
Josh Tay Jun Wen :)

And here below are more photos! :)

Grace can make all sort of face..
Dawei's thumb was wrapped lke don't know what.
and Clarence just loves the camera.

This is Cedric! :)) Josh's Cousin- the baby of D30.

Jo & Me :) I haven take photos for ages. Since her birthday I think? That's like 3 mths so?!

Alright, that's all for this entry. This week has been all good. My mum almost came church today too! But really.. my dad cooking crabs surprised me! I felt God's moving in my family. REALLY. :))

cos I believe..

'cos I believe

2008-07-20T02:43:00.003+08:00

My mum almost came church today. She was just one road away. It was THAT close. I was so "GEK!" And I know she wants to believe, she wants to see how has church changed us. So many questions she had in her heart. But I BELIEVE. and I shall always believe she will come church one day.

I shall see it in the 4th dimension that salvation shall be in this house. Be it 1 yr, 5 yrs or even 10 yrs, I will wait. 'cos God never forgets His promises. I know He loves my mum, He loves my dad, He loves my bro. ALOT ALOT. I'm not going to give up hope. I'm not going to let the devil consume this family with deceitful words. I pray against him that he SHALL NOT lie any finger on my family. My family belongs to God! YES :) I see it...

It is done.

2008-07-19T13:30:00.003+08:00

2 Timothy 1: 12 says "For this reason I also suffer these things; nevertheless I am not ashamed, for I know whom I believed and am persuaded that He is able to keep what I have committed to Him until that Day"

Last night during church builder service, Pastor Lia shares with us that she does not see us people, but pillars of the church! Now I dare to trust God's promises. The many promises He had said to me. As I built His house, He will build my life. I guessed I was just too focused on one just one side of this relationdship till sometimes I almost forgotten God truly cares each and single one of my dreams and visions.

People see us being so committed, always going to church and doing many things. It seems like something that you keep giving, but it seemed like no returns. But now I'm so assured that I'm walking on the right path. Can I just say.. that I'm loving God more and more? :) He has been carrying me behind his back all this while. Thinking about it, God has always been so faithful, loving me. I could really sense His thick presence last night. It felt like the the last few days in FMTS day, when we sang the song, "Amazing".

I was just listening to this song by Hillsong-"Mighty to Save"
This verse goes like this..

Savior
He can move the mountains
My God is Mighty to save
He is Mighty to save
Forever
Author of salvation
He rose and conquered the grave
Jesus conquered the grave

my God can move the mountains, as long I call upon His name!
At the end of day, it is only one simple question. Do you dare to trust God's promises? :)

He is able to carry me through

TIRED

2008-07-16T12:54:00.002+08:00

Now I'm in BCOMM class, so decided to write an entry here. I have late for school for the past 3 days! I felt giddy on the first day, I forgot to bring EZ-link card on the second day and today I was too tired. AH, I know this is bad. I need a little more time, 'cos the projects deadline are approaching. Help, God!

In a couple days more, it's going to be the weekend again! Last week we had discipleship class with Ivan. He is so cool. I'd still remember the first few times in FTMS day, I was just wondering who is he.

Ivan shared that sometimes the simplest thing is toughest thing to do. Believing is so easy yet many people cannot do it. That is where faith comes in!

Alright, eh.. class has ended. Shall continue tonight! HOPEFULLY :)

boat quay

2008-07-12T02:17:00.002+08:00

Now I'm listening to the song "Amazing" by Sidney Mohede
Its super nice.. as always :)
"You're amazing, never changing. Always with me enthroned within my soul"
HAHA, i rmb singing this song when Christine had CG with the the few of us poly pple.
Her birthday is coming soon, if I don't rmb wrongly! :)

Today was a very long and packed day. But.. now slouching on my swivel chair just gives a satisfactory feeling.
I'm very lazy to describe wad happen today.
But all.. it was great hanging out at Boat Quay with Jem and Sam.
We did enjoy ourselves :)

the view was spectucular!

I think Jem and Sam were super hardworking in copyin all the information down.
HAHA, i was really happily snapping the photos! =X

Pssttt, JEM LOST HIS BALANCE! HAHA :)

ok,is very late now
Im turning in :)
a great day spent!

226am?

2008-07-09T02:15:00.003+08:00

226am, and im stubbornly awake.
1 hour ago, I did sth that I'd never done before.
Guess what?
I vacummed this big disgusting insect into the vacumm cleaner.
I don't know what else to do? HAHA, cos it is just sticking to the wall high up.
Definitely I will not want to risk the insect to drop into my cup of water.
DOUBLE YIKES.

I must blog about last week's service.
Pastor preached such a powerful sermon.
What's spirituality all about? Simple..
It's the mind of Christ! It is never exactly about the actions you do on the outside.
Ask me, and I'll tell you more about it. :)
But wow, I felt loved by God and Pastors/leaders..
There is true liberty being in the kingdom of God.
Not only just in church, but everywhere you will be able to feel the joy of the Lord.
A friend of mine ask me, " Are you the most happy in church?"
The answer is no.
There are great friends in church, but as long knowing God is with me, I guess that matters most. :)

First thing I loved about church is you'll recover things that you've lost.
I dropped 30bucks somewhere on Sat and the next day I approached recep.
HAHA, somebody had picked it up for me!
If I don't remember wrongly, I may have dropped in the toilet!
Second thing I loved about church is .. it's really a great place to study.
Though I like to hang out in school's atrium with plugged ear piece.. Studying at media area is the best conducive area!
But I can't believe the school's starting to sap my energy away.
I think I dozed off today while discussing PMKT survey with Jan and Jem.
So sorry.. HAHA, don't mean it. Survey questions are such a headache.

and on Sun, my mum bought a new Canon camera for me :)
awesome, it's great to have a camera again.
wait till I explore all the functions.
I still have not charged the batteries and everything yet.
Tommorrow I shall spend time with it. HAHA..
Okie now it's 243am. I took 17 mins to blog. Ah that's kinda slow.
I'm sleeping now. Lights out! :)

Grow in wisdom

grow in love

2008-07-04T01:49:00.003+08:00

Recently it had just been projects piling up...
stress? not really. brain juice missing? yes plenty.
A wk is soon gonna be over.
But it has been a great half week..
it shall get better :)
Just now i was feeling sleepy.
now i'm starting to blink properly. HAHAHA..

For these days,
and felt sth within me had start to change..
just made me want to love the people more
even when there are times when things don't go well..
Like when I'm talking to Yu Loon..
to Weirong..
to my mum..
to my brother..
I know God's making a change in my heart right now..

these few days, i have started to see clearer and clearer how i should move on.
to GROW. not to look back.
my pastors, my leaders trust and love me
I realise things are just simple..
Focus on runnning after my pastors and leaders, together with their visions.
And everything will fall into place :)
Well, I really have an amazing God!

Give

discipleship

2008-06-30T00:10:00.003+08:00

Lead me, God.
I'll run like never before..
Thank you for trusting and loving me.
I thank you for the leaders and friends in my life.
really.. to whom shall I turn to but You? :)

dusty

2008-06-24T23:36:00.003+08:00

HAHA.. i haven update for ages.
im just so many photos i wanna upload.
but .. mans, just abit lazy to upload all.
I MISS CAMERAS! really want one :)
Nikon, here I come!

Last Friday, the few of us hanged out together.
It was fun eating steamboat w Lynette and Josh.
but we sorta got cheated. ah nvms.
later at nite, the few of us including Ame, Cedric, Guoping went Singapore Flyer after dinner!
okie, photos shall speak :)

Josh was trying to tell a story here. LOL. certainly its quite lame..
predict the photos urself.

It's really beautiful :) the lights..

:)

Guoping looks so happy!

FIGHT!

Cedric !! He's just so funny.

This 2wks break seems so long.
felt so fulfilled.
grow alot in God. and learnt alot things.
GONNA BREAK FREE YO! :)
sch's just started two days.
A lil sleepy, but everything else is great.
made new friends during BA envoys.
got to meet up for lunchs with friends and jnrs.
and I GOT MY GUITAR BACK!
it was spoilt by my mum's vacumming.
im gonna strum sum notes. hahas, yea still new at it.
but hey, gonna work on it :)
alright, im gonna pack my stuffs.
tml's a new day. awesome :)

Lead me to the cross

it's a happy day

2008-06-19T01:05:00.002+08:00

It's a happy day!
I hanged out with Jasmine.
and this is what we did.
1) We ate fishball noodles at Bishan neighbourhood food court
2) We drank $1 bubble tea. I drank Honey milk tea for the first time
3) We spend time at pets' shop, watching her chihuahua get groomed.
We played with a collie
4) We went bishan library
5) We went around NTUC just to share about what we like to eat

WOW. I love today.. really..
Just a very simple neighbourhood day :)
Jasmine is such a nice person to hang out with. HAHA.
anw.. I came back from BA envoy camp ystd..
Will update about it soon! :)

Revival is the house now

2008-06-11T02:01:00.002+08:00

Alright, im quite tired.
But just feel like blogging now.
I'm so addicted to this weekend's service songs.
Things are gonna be WHOOO!!

anw.. ystd went Bugis with Patricia
It was eating day.
Mochi, lunch, then .. J.CO donut
they are fabulous.
cos church bought them for International Day.
wow, it was good. You gotta try it.
I was never a donut lover.
I hope I don't get addicted to it.
Today was .. pleasant? :)
I went out with mummy, felt so happy cos I treated her to Pepper lunch!
She wanted to pay, but I just insisted paying! :)

I thank God for such a great mum
she may not be the most .. gentle mum but she is just the right kind of mum i need
1) She cooks great meals
2) She always have spare food made for us in the fridge
3) She is the most hardworking person on earth
4) When she is funny, she is really funny
5) I love to talk to her, 'cos we can talk at the same level

Well,there are just too much to say.
She always do things silently for us :)
love her loads
her bd is coming.
IM STILL THINKING. AH!
alright, im going to slp now.
HAVE TO :)

Show me how to live

fulfilling

2008-06-07T14:51:00.002+08:00

alright, im just gonna blog for awhile before im off to church!
ystd.. was really a fulfilling day!

5 things i did:
1) Went out with weihuang with zx, ame and evo.
we went to eat at QQ noodle. how much i miss that place.
those FTMS days. HAHA.
and we talked about all the dramas that we can ever remember.
wei huang is the man to look for to borrow the vcds! :)

2) Went popular
It can become one of my fav places to hang out.
There are always so many things to buy. LOL

3) Went library
It will always be somewhere I like to go after exams.
Not saying I'm a geek, but I really love reading.

4) Packed my 2007 photos into photo album.
Like FINALLY!

My 2007 present from evo, jo and jac!

My church friends! :)

My poly friends.
I still rmb visiting Mr Tham's funeral :(

My sec sch friends. quite miss sum of them..

5) I watched kurosagki. It's a Japanese drama.
and its nice and super funny
the main lead actor like to say ,"bang!"
He's a swindler who swindles other swindlers
reminds me of liar game

Alright! That's for all :)
Gotta rush
It's gonna be awesome later.

memories.

2008-06-06T02:37:00.002+08:00

I'm glad exams are over.
Common tests, i mean
HAHA, cos there are more to come.
alright yo, I'm trying to love school!
Today, we feasted at Seoul Garden after our last paper!
But wrong choice because we took too much balls.
I'm in love with yam and corn ice cream. and BEEF :)

Now I'm plugged into Muse music. "The singer croons alot"-quoted by Ong GuoPing :)
I shall plan my weekend's schedule.
I can't wait for the weekends, to be blown off again
I can't wait for souls to be saved
Amen!

today, I was just thinking how I'm going to write my testimony..
sumhow.. im started looking through photos in my photobucket.com , reading through my past entries of this super old blog.
memories. HAHA super loads of memories.
it was just.. "funny" to see how insecure I was?
always making private entries, talking about certain people, worry about so many issues. and all the hates i have about my family, esp.. my bro.
These issues become nothing now, because I've entrusted them into God's hands.
In fact, they are no longer problems.
And my brother is in church, serving happily in ministry, loving God, loving people, loving life
Amazing :)

Anyway, chance upon this photo.
HAHA, its kinda blur, but I really like the feel.
Love being in Ops. We work for the same purpose! :)

Prayers shall move mountains

Exam.

2008-06-02T22:19:00.003+08:00

The wkends were super power-packed..
Pst Tan from CHC came and had a word for our church.
wow, I'm so blessed by it..
P.U.S.H
Pray Until Something Happen
Prayer is such a powerful thing!
Prayers got to be persistant.
Start seeing things in the spiritual realm before seein things in the natural

It was so amazing how I made it thru for my PMKT CT
Just like Pst Tan says, " we shall not scrap through our papers, but we are going to do well!"
God dropped a verse into my heart.
and I cant help feeling so comforted, knowing that I will be guided through my paper.
Indeed I was. Thank God being with me.
Now I'm ready to conquer two more papers! :)

Gotta listen this song.
The lyrics are just so meaningful.
Majesty - Red Rain

A lamp to my feet, A light to my path

RedRain 08

2008-05-26T11:40:00.002+08:00

The concert was over. It was FULL BLAST. crazy and everything.
not only that.. God's presence can be felt through the rock music.
lives are impacted, souls are saved.
parties in Heaven happening right now.
But.. its jus the BEGINNING.
This excites me, 'cos after all these preparations, IT IS JUST THE BEGINNING!
I want fresh annointing.
I want to rise up more in the house of God.
I'm going to run after my leaders, my pastors.
Something in the spiritual atmosphere is moving...
As I tell my people to see God's miracles in a broader view, I'm starting to see miracles coming soon.
Seeing things that are happening now is just temporary.
the unseen always last eternally..

I gotta admit my studies are not in a good shape now.
But I know God's going to help me find back my focus.
This week is e-learning wk..
and I shall really study!
HAHA, im loving my life right now.
How many times I always emphasize on it?! :)
I may have ups and downs in my journey of life
But God never forsake me ..

Feel the fear, but do it anyway!

Just the beginning

Livefeed

2008-05-22T02:39:00.002+08:00

Mark 3:14 says " Then He appointed twelve that they might be with Him and that He might send them out to preach."

I've learnt something powerful today.
This wk or so.. I've been knockout so many many times
I wanted to spend time in God's presence but I was too tired to do so.
As much as I want to do as much and to run together with the church,
it goes back to one thing.. To spend time with God first :)
It doesn't matter how much time was spent, because.. after that God will speed up my efficiency and allows me to be precise in my work.
Amen!

I thank God for being able to be in livefeed, and a great OGL-Sooyee :)

Send me

God saved the day!

2008-05-20T23:41:00.003+08:00

But God save the day!

HAHA.. finally 1 project is down.
and im just so delighted. nt in the performance.
but so happy that we lifted our problems to God. He brought us thru everything.
be it for food, for powerpoint, or even for presentation.
At the final lap of going to present our proposal, shuxian, bridget and I prayed at the back of the lecture room.
Faith arises in us. We became natural in speaking.
last min speech/proposal/ppt preparation, the lack of sleep, everything else just doesnt matter anymore.
Amen!

and not only this..
I managed to have dinner with mum!
talked to her about church, about pastors, about school :)
I knew she had been very concerned abt me staying up so late for past one wk.
Really thank God for such a loving mum.

ALRIGHT! i shall slp earlier tonight..
I shall spend more time with God! :)

It's all for You.

church, my home

2008-05-19T02:46:00.001+08:00

4am.
but im happy :)

CRAZY NOT

2008-05-16T00:02:00.002+08:00

RAHHH!!!
ATTACK ATTACK ATTACK!
HAHA, im just going crazy soon. It's for the better :)
Energy just keeps coming in from my Heavenly Daddy!
I shall not waver, I shall not lose my cool.
I shall ATTACK my problems.
YES Amen! :)

Things are just getting so exciting.
Let's continue with the pile of work. HAHAHA.
I'm learning to embrace stress :)

birthday :)

2008-05-11T21:50:00.005+08:00

it has been one good week.
HAHA, great i gotta say.
everything was just coming at me.
okie go, settled! dat's wad kept occuring in my mind :)
I love sundays.
the pace of life's so much slower. HAHAHA.
anw.. thanks to everyone who helped to celebrate my bd!
I had a chance to eat at Hard Rock cafe with Sam, Jana, MC
perhaps I've choose the wrong food to eat. it doesn't taste as well as i tot.
BUT.. the ambience was nice. gotta tell ya, I LOVE THE ELECTRIC GUITARS! :)
sam lke the ..skullbone one. HAHA.
and we had a heart to heart talk after eating.
i really.. enjoyed it. It made me want to cherish the pple around me more.
Life's just so short. U either live it to the fullest.. or that's it.
And I guess my bd is based alot on cakes. HAHA.
1 from my trm cls, 2 from mum, 1 from D3, 1 from livefeed
FIVE!! HAHAHAHA.

BIRTHDAY CARDS! 1 from Aud, 1 from Jasmine, 1 from D3, 1 from PASTORS!!!
I love them!! HAHA, they sent it straight to my house. super sweet of them!

i've receieved sum presents. but HAHAH, this is the most funny one.
M&Ms chocolate. I was shaking it, and it sounded ALOT.
I shall ask my bro to share with me :)

Can I say my bro is the sweetest?
He sent sms to evryone is his contact bk to send me happy bd msg!
So in the end.. I got alot alot alot unknown birthday wishes. HAHA
He said, " love surprisingly!"
hahas, awesome.

And.. I had a meeting with Lynette on Thur.
I was just praying to God this morning...
He made me realise that the meeting was the best bd present I'm receiving.
"He fashioned their hearts individually, He considers all their work"
May God mould me to have a bigger heart :)
Love God, Love People, Love life
to God, a heart of flame, to people, a heart of love, to yourself, a heart of steel
wow, I just want to play a part more in building the church..
Esp.. our pastors are not with us now.. We gotta stand together, and support the church tgt!
So many events are just coming up...

Let me present to you this!!

we are gonna have our rock concert once more again!
REDRAIN! People's lives are gonna be impacted.
Amen! :)

You reign

birthday

2008-05-07T01:31:00.002+08:00

i'm 18 now! HAHA..
i'll update abt my birthday soon!
Thanks pple :)

FOOD.

2008-05-02T11:30:00.003+08:00

these are unhealthy?

this unhealthy too?

HAHAHA, this is the bomb! it's healthy!

Alright.. the day before, Evonne and I with Heni ate Ajisan at Bugis. Heni was looking for healthy food to mantain her diet :)
But Evonne and I was munching on the Mochi sold at the basement. U GOTTA TRY IT! The ice cream just melts in your mouth.
HAHAHA, we are so greedy.

It was fun to hang out tgt. We watched Over Her Deady Body. The guy infront of us LAUGHED like nobody's business. Cant stand him mans!
and.. I got my first bd present. It is early. By Heni! hahas thanks girl. she's super sweet :)

AI conference blew my mind away ystd..
I'll try nt to complain that I'm busy or tired anymore.
If Dr Clemen Chiang can do it with 3 hours slp, and a whole load of seminars and meetings..
God can definately increase my capacity too.
But i was really in awe of Nicole's child-like faith.
wow, i just wanna be like 'em.
despite being so hectic with business, but God is always first in their lives.
Yea, Amen! :)

fashioned individually

leaders. visions.

2008-04-29T23:20:00.002+08:00

had dinner with Sooyee today!
At Miss Clarity Cafe! :) I love new places. hahas, and the food is GOOD.

the menu !

hongkai kept blowing this candle! so i cant take the shot. ah! irritating. LOL

I feel so blessed to have a great ministry leader!
today was jus really getting to know some of the pple better.. even Sooyee herself.
Its just knowing their dreams and visions for God.
livefeed crew is going to a next higher level! :)

zi ang ate on tissue in his ben&jerry's ice cream. HAHAHAHA.
his expression was lke.. hahas, super funny.
of cos we complained.
how can tissue be mixed inside ice cream?!!

the two jokers. gaying around sometimes. tsktsk.
din know hongkai lives at cck central.
this is so interesting. definately more hoGc pple are living near my region.

guys, this is my church auditorium.
hahas how lovely the lights are.
wished i get my cam soon!
feels miserable sumtimes with this hp. HAHA.
but cant wait for red rain concert.
wahahah, full blast effect!
gonna be much more awesome than last yr.

many wants, but ONE need is all i need.

awesome

2008-04-28T00:41:00.003+08:00

There's so many things dat had happened these past two days
jus feeling so much excitement.. and WHOA WHOA WHOA
i dunno where to start!

but nvms!
i wanna say bread with kaya tastes super nice!
supper anyone? :)

bigger picture

Pst Lia

2008-04-21T17:23:00.003+08:00

I just couldn't concentrate learning my jap.
couldn't stop reading hoGc people blogs..
ytsd.. Pst Lia bd celebration overwhelmed me lke.. wow, totally..
I felt so priviledged to do livefeed, standing in the front.
where i could catch sight of all those raw touching emotions of the leaders and pastors.

Yes,the performances were funny and awesome.

but eventually.. it goes back to God. us.. embracing His presence.

I could literally feel the love from Pst Lia to her mum jus as she sang the song.

and.. God is always knowing what my heart yearns for.
As I was coiling back the cables, His presence just overwhelmed me.
He made a promise to me. Knowing that I may doubt those words first. He even emphasized the word, "really". ohmy, I literally wanna squat there and cry. I'm holding onto His promise!
That was one point of time, I sat there behind the media area staring at the happy crowd.
just thinking ... 20 years, 40 years, forever... I'm still going to be here. in the house of God. in hoGc.

tell me, where else can i be then? :)

wait.

2008-04-16T20:04:00.002+08:00

whoa, my mum made this for dinner.. she has been wantin to try this since we ate it at Warren.
It's nice :) perhaps one day i'll be a great cook just like her. hah.

the night before.. mum came to my room, talked to me about many things.
some are the same old issues about church, nt wanting be to be baptised.
and there are new issues.
i noe she has always want me and my bro to do well, be sumbody successful in life.
'cos everyone sumhow just look down on us?
again, she started become teary.
i know she had always been working so hard for this family. many ups and downs..
even when i was young, i brought so much trouble, heartpain to her.
as i was listening, one thing onli came to my mind..
If only she knows God :)
Even knowing so much things are just popping here n there in my life, yes I worry and that's not good.. I'll try my best not to worry. Ah! But eventually.. I know God is listening, there for me.
He gives the best comfort, even He does not speak.
I'm awaiting for that one day when He will start bring forth the big miracles in my family.
It's just like weirong.. exactly.. the same night her mum came talking to her, about the same old issues in her life again..
guess.. our mums are the same type sumtimes? :)
we're gonna be patient, and wait!

Love me for who I am

first day of sch

2008-04-14T22:47:00.002+08:00

back to SCHOOL!
ohwell, back to a student's life.
This sem timetable is good, and i shall appreciate it.
cos .. most prob next sem may kill me!
NP is always so rowdy on the first few days of school..
but i was just feel like nuan-ing. HAHA..
the only most interesting lesson of the day, i guess its jap?
the teacher speaks jap super fast! only like 10-20% eng.
MY... i feel so challenged.
but it makes me wanna study even harder, to catch up! :)
and oh yea, jerald's cca was really cool. baru ... duno wad.
but all those coordination and sounds. WHOA.

YES. ok this week is still quite relaxing. thank God!
cant wait for the wkends. 'cos it is SUPER EXCITING!

step up

cameras

2008-04-11T02:08:00.002+08:00

WA. I'M SO FRUSTRATED AT MYSELF!!!
i used my mum's camera.. and just I was complaining that how blur it was, how lousy it was..
GUESS WHAT?! ahhh, its my fault.
i put macro mode. of cos everything that is further away .. looks blur!
AHHH! wads with me?!

HAHA dats us den. the blur lousy shot which i've proclaimed..

anw.. 10th april was Jo's bd! She's 18 finally!!
BANANA, pyjamas~
this lucky girl have a lunch with evo at ichiban.. dat she was so full for dinner.
supposingly i wanna pass the brownies to her.
MY BROTHER ATE THEM ALL UP! * strangles*
i din even eat much! alrite, cool down..
hahas, we went to watch Untraceable.
for me, ive watched it before with evo,josh, ame..
so.. it was SO FUN to fool the 2 of them girls. they kept asking me whether the main lead will die.
HAHA, and I lied to them!
and yea, its MY FIRST TIME BEING JABBED in the cinema. its nt even a horror movie..
jacqueline.. she got shocked during a loud action part and i became her jabbed victim.
AHH this girl ah!

alright, its 220am now.
i think im going to start my scrapbook soon.
now.. im starting to dread sch 'cos things are so not done yet.
HAHA help!

You filled my life

brownie

2008-04-09T01:04:00.003+08:00

BROWNIE day! :)

sorry, hahas im nt exactly good at baking stuffs. so betty crockers will definately solve my problem. i'll get my end product faster.

brownie with .. raspberry ice cream.
fantastic !

HAHA, i surprised weirong!
she came back from NAPFA, and all she saw that brownie in her house.
hahas replenish the fats and energy she had lost?
though the top is abit burnt, it tastes great.
maybe i should get the carrot cake one.

alright, im going off to slp.
slpt super late last night. or shld i say this morning.
mum almost killed me.
later!

indulge.

my camera.

2008-04-08T01:49:00.003+08:00

i've changed my blogskin few days back.
im loving it :) my own effort!
deviantart pictures are awesome.
i hope i can get a new camera soon. i'll be quite picture-less for time being..
don't wish to pay to fix my cam, the cost is not worth it.
still feel kinda.. guilty 'cos.. it's my very first cam and it costs very ex during that time..
i don't dare to ask for a new cam from dad!

anw.. today we had BM in church.
as i was cleaning the toilet, i was just thinking.. i don't even clean my house's.
suddenly have this urge to clean the WHOLE house when my mum's out.
hahahas let's see how far i can go tml
im gonna surprise my mum and sumbody else!
sounds fun :)

love surprisingly.

ops room

2008-04-01T23:08:00.002+08:00

we shifted ops room today.
moving that metal cabinet feels so nostalgic..
i cant rmb when and where i move those stuffs.
er, maybe when we shifted from town to singpost?
anw.. im just starting to fall in love with mac book!
ah, can i have one too? LOL
and.. mum! can I have an INCREASE in pocket money too?

today evo and I did sth amazing today.
we kinda "shopped" at JE popular for er, at least 30mins.
I remembered calling my mum at 745pm, by the time we stepped out was around 845pm
HAHAHA. just have a fetish for stationeries.

alright, this is just a random post

this yr's April Fool has been a peaceful one.

good :)

later`

cruise

2008-03-30T00:29:00.004+08:00

im back from cruise! :)
its a fast trip.
some photos here!

the room's quite pathetic for 4 pple. HAHA, OHWELL..

we are famished. SUPPER on first night. okie, our appetite is BIG :)

this is the last photo that my camera took BEFORE IT SPOILT!
the wind blew too hard, and the cam HIT THE GROUND! the inner screen CRACK.
I hope the cost wun be too ex to repair it.
I REALLY LOVE AND CHERISH THIS CAM.

the lights were WOW. we were at this stage where the crew had the lights on us.
I cant imagine how nice it'll look with their whole blast effect.
was just staring all the lights that were being placed up there. seriously ALOT.

I'm still a sky lover! :)
I could see many stars on the top deck, but din manage to catch the sunrise.

overall, we din learn much on cruise trip.. but there were still fun moments.
i'm lookin forward to the next trip. OVERSEAS! hahahas wonder where it will be.

went to ACJC carnival today.
it was fun and noisy. saw sum familar faces..
i think i got over it? hahahas, shld be.
I MET GODWIN!! hahas still as always towering over me.
i can get neck cramps talking to him.
again, he did some magic trick on me. hahahas, i'd never know his secrets.
it's great to see him again..
and HAHA, we saw ERNEST ANG! ah neh. we only saw him last mth, er winking weirdly?
he claimed that he blinked his eye, and din take note that he blink one only. uhuh yea right.
I'll prefer if he can have a deeper voice. HAHAHA.
i feel lucky with weirong.. hahahas always manage to see such pple like them when im with her..

after that, we went for service! met gp and gz.
these two lucky guys won shampoo and body bath at the carnival. HAHAHA, the body bath can last at least 2 mths!
April mth is gonna be really exciting.
it's just heartwarming to be back in church.
It felt like Easter was two weeks back.. we had dinner under the clouds! REALLY!
hahas, and i know its late now. but I felt like I just started my night.
a sense of satisfaction..
BECAUSE.. i've finished making a birthday card!! awesome.
this morning was a grumpy one so i'm gonna end my day with everything done properly!
alright, two more things to do.
1) write email
2) QT
SLEEP! :)

love God, love people, love life

2008-03-29T02:13:00.000+08:00

next post COMING UP SOON :)

Easter!

2008-03-23T23:50:00.002+08:00

IM HAPPIE TODAY!
and quite some things happened this wk.

1) I've put on braces
DON'T ask me abt the pain or cost.
cos all i want is to eat! and get rid of ulcers. EAT!

the lights are just everywhere. TSK. hahas BOTH of us are wearing braces now :)

2) it was my cousin, don bd today!
and we celebrated our grandfather bd together too.

my second time eating ice cream cake.. ITS SUPER DUPER NICE!

dry ice! yea.. this is hahas ... kinda random!

i have this video .. on don trying to blow out the magic candle.
will upload sumtime! :)

its just heart warming to talk to relatives sumtimes..
how i love to tell them im going church :)
my older cousin even brought his gf. seems lke everyone is growing up so fast.
ray can start to talk.

Don has become such a strong swimmer at age 5. swimming 4 laps at one go! WOW.

3) Today we have baptism at our church building!

I din noe level 9 was that windy.
i remembered zx and josh wanted to check out that place during xmas eve night.
seeing our leaders and fellowmates being baptised.
my.. i cant wait for my turn.
although my mum always nag and nag abt better nt get baptised, but i noe.. God's doing His work in her heart..
one day she will come to hoGc and understand why we pple are loving this God so MUCH.
HE IS SO REAL!
4) MOST IMPORTANTLY:
Easter this wkend. it has been so awesome in church. with all the great food, games and DJ area.
and HAHA the most welcomed area- KTV.
i remembered when i came to hoGc last Easter.
even noe who sat me beside me and BEHIND me.
i was abit intimidated by aaron lee saying " amen " and "yes" so loudly behind me!
i was impressed with the great music and lights.
i was overwhelmed by the friendliness. That was when i met Jocelyn Kam after ages! the girl who introduced me to.. SLAMDUNK :)
i remembered taking a nail back, and it dropped outta my bag in NP orientation.
everyone was shocked. HAHAHAHA.
but all these are the first impression. its the journey that i went thru that is... WHOA.
almost one yr in hoGc.. never regret coming to this church. and thanks so much for the leaders that have sown so much in our lives.
from D6 to D3. just growing and learning..
im loving my God and church more and more each day.
and i love my D3.

OHWELL! a bunch of cheeky pple.
i believe one day we D3 will breakthru
its gonna be awesome! :)

HAHA alright, im going off!
sunday's a rest day
im loving mon's mornings.
cos i can slp more :)

faith, not fear

trials

2008-03-16T01:33:00.002+08:00

Luke 18:27 says " Whatever that is impossible with men is possible with God"

When I read it last night, i felt faith arises in me.
There are a few ups and downs since last week.
and I felt it was a long week. But I have learnt so much.
whatever happens or anything that is stripped away from me, I am still a child of God.
Realisation hit me that I have been burnout.
My love for working for God has replaced my love for God.
Now I'm slowly letting God to pick me up, to set my heart right.
Yes, run for my vision.
though it seems so far away, seems sumhow maybe impossible?
But if i let this vision so easily slipped away, most prob it will not be any vision by God.
I hate to give up, and here i am stubborn for the kingdom of God! :)

Faith that opens Heaven

east coast park

2008-03-04T00:47:00.003+08:00

HAHA, just within a week.. I went ECP for twice!
once rollerblading and once cycling.
im starting to love that place..

the first time we went..
the weather was GOOD.

the second time: today!! HAHA..

i felt lke it has since ages ive do sum exercise.
Other than rollerblading and.. cycling,
today I literally ran up 6th floors to get my ez-link.. and sorta run a short cut to chase after the bus. LOL. ohwell..
i noe tml .. im gonna my butt's gonna hurt :)

back to basics

set things right

2008-03-03T01:12:00.002+08:00

For the past two days, Pastor has been sharing with us about End Times.
wow. it blew me away.
I never know such stuffs from the bible.
in fact, i never understand them.
after finishing the wholes series of End Times, im sure my life's gonna changed ..
Pastor really really spend alot time to prepare all this.
taking bible verses from here n dere, and arranged the sequence for us to understand.
I really thank God that im in hoGc, and have such great loving pastors.
despite being busy pple, they never fail to bear the responsibility of good parents.
mans, really loved them.

now its march..
soon its gonna be one yr in hoGc. looking back.. my, ive grown so much..
its funny i used to think that going fer worship session per wk is busy enuff for me.
it was stupid thinking.
from D6-D3.. a dream team.
gotta say its really exciting to be busy for God!
its true i may have lesser freedom, and sleep lil.
but with His presence around me, it just keeps me going.
recently i have been thinking what happen before I became a Christian.
I did ask God this," God, what if I convert but when I need You, then I pray. What if i backslide one day and forget about what You have done for me?"
Now...
I don't know how to give up and just let go, going back to the life without God.
but.. I know.. with God, my capacity will increase. Thus, able to do more and more things with better efficiency.
YEAH! that's the joy inside of me. :)

live,learn,lead

Favour with men

2008-02-26T18:15:00.006+08:00

lrite, here are the photos!!
we went Haji Lane ystd.
we din buy anything except ice cream.
HAHAHA. we were being noisy most of the time.

Ame seems to have her sense of direction wrong!

Happy family! :)

Clarence looks.. hahahaha..

Bird brain-JUST DO IT. hah.

This is shot is not on purpose! cool yea?
reminds me of britney spears.

look at the building! its jus lke one straight piece of paper.

i was just thinking that .. LOL, he really makes use of all functions of my cam.
nxt time i can just hand him the camera.

Samantha!

Alright.. this is the highlight of the day..

Pan was insisting she will dance Mary Poppins if there is Espirit umbrella.
AND HAHAHAHA. Sam has it.
she has not choice to dance.
the video was very clear, but duno why. when i uploaded it, its lke... sian
BUT NVMS.. hahas it was so fun!

today.. i went weirong's hse in the late afternoon
shocked her with fries.
but her mum was nagging," You better don't eat ur fries. Eat ur chicken rice for dinner!"
HAHA. and i cant wait.
cos her parents are going to Japan.
we are gona go each other house and stayover.
YAY! :)
and tml's exciting.
going East coast park and after that cls chalet!
awesome.
im loving my holidays~

Favour with men.

Haji Lane

2008-02-26T00:49:00.001+08:00

i just gotta SAY THIS.
today was the MOST FUN DAY among all the days ive come to Bugis area.
we have a great photographer-joshymon.
so now.. shall have a good rest tonite and post the nice photos tml! :)

stress but i still want to do

2008-02-21T23:41:00.002+08:00

YESTERDAY was my LAST paper.
YAY. awesome.
ive been hanging out with Sammy and CG.
im loving it. cos i noe this holiday is gonna be exciting!
chalets. CG outings. WHOOTS! and learn guitar.
wahaha, im loving the tuner that Josh gave.

which will you prefer cappuccino or cereal? fer breakfast..
hahaha the cereal is ..YS and AME's style.
looks yucky but NICE!
but i still like coffee anw. cappuccino!
HAHA, this is the kinda random.
aiya, alrite.. im back to do my stuffs. :)

surrender

HAHAHA

2008-02-17T00:27:00.004+08:00

two papers down. YEA MAN!
im gonna start refresh tml. hahahas, cos i tink i will prefer study fer the nxt two modules
it feels more alive.
im slacking now.
time to clear my inbox. really flooded with alot of rubbish.
and HAHA try tuning my guitar.

i miss my bible 'cos ah .. i left it in livefeed cupboard.
but .. it does feel great to be back in church again.
and even being on ministry..
at first i was worried abt tiredness.
but HAHA im still kicking alive now. gotta really thank God!
im really luffed alot today.
having chelsea trying to annoy me with her disgusting minty breath. having Pst How sharing so many crazy funny ideas. and LOL.. the final show-weirong trying to get all the ex-ACJC/ACSI pple to get some carnival tickets. pple like Colin, Dom and Yonghui.
it was quite a scary sight to see her threatening. HAHA BUT IT WAS SUPER FUNNY!
i cant forget the sight of esdmond luffing his ass off.

it was just a fulfilling day spent with God.

with FABM paper in the morning when i ... HAHA tink ive tried my best!
with H2H session.. just keep pressing into the presence of God, and im so blessed to be reminded again with so much memories of revelations and everything.
with livefeed. i felt very different today. it was just fun, and ive learnt alot.. im just gonna work harder! :)

YAY! i cant wait fer exams to finish
SO MANY THINGS TO DO!
and lastly.. sth to share. if u ever want ur flower to blossom really BIG!
pop in a few panadols in the vase and leave it overnight.
U WILL BE AMAZED. try it.

thinking leaders.

weirong as my date

2008-02-14T20:57:00.003+08:00

went out with weirong fer awhile today!
she's my date fer V.day. HAHA.
ask myself.. when's the last time we went town tgt?
i think... getting my puma jacket at taka the yr before! YEAR 2006! my goodness.

but it was just crazy today. we can simply luff in the middle of streets.
she and her interesting stories in her ACJC
everyone was hyped up fer V.day.
and hehehe, she got 1, 2,3, FOUR roses! from sumbody.
guess who we saw?
ERNEST ANG!!! ah nehh!!!
my goodness, he looks great. er but, why did he wink instead of saying a proper "hi"?!
weirong claims he is ugly last time in pri sch. HE IS NOT LA! just abit abit geekish with specs.
hmm, basically what we did during our "date" was.. her dental appointment, buying bd presents for her friends.. and munching on food ( actually it's only me) hahahas.

alrite, boohoo. i got a date with my notes now.
a very serious and need to put in more than 100% effort one.
ohwell, later!

eyecandies.

ame's house

2008-02-12T02:33:00.001+08:00

235am.. and IM BLOGGING HERE!
i just dun feel lke sleeping. hahahas

we had steamboat at ame's house. :)
we love meatballs! HAHA.

Followed by a "guitar session"
qing tian is the song of the day.
and im gonna learn hard to play guitar well,esp.. after exams.

guess we went after dinner. arcade! LOL.
and sorta got addicted to this dance dance game. similar to DDR.

i took down sum funny videos. but aiya, lazy to upload again.
in fact, i haven view all of them yet.

im still v.full. BLOATED. my fault fer being greedy.
it has been great fun today with the CG.. crazy bunch of pple.
ame's family has been very friendly.
her mum even gave us red packet!

but the way back hm, journey was abit er.. down?
mum called and there she goes again with her words..
responsibility!!! that's a big word. dat i've totally forgotten abt it today.
sumtimes feel lke blaming others. but i noe i can't!
hahahas, im fine alrdy anw. :)
alrite, end of entry.
later!

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